Satisfied

Should I be safe at home, a stronger man who really should know
Better than to reach the edge and, try to fight this on my own

Can I be something I have yet to see in my close friends
They've all lost their heads and it's bringing me down
To the place where I'm supposed to be responsibly for now

I want it, I need it, just one more to satisfy
Can't help it, feel nothing and nothing feels right

Should I be safe at home, I relapse quicker than you could know
My past compulsions breed convulsions, a sorry scene unfolds

Can I be weak when I'm stable, strong in the cradle
Strung out in a fable where the hero gets saved
I've tried this before, routines and rewards, what's gonna change

I want it, I need it, just one more to satisfy
Can't help it, feel nothing and nothing feels right

I tried to find, inside, something civilized
Stolen, borrowed, bought any remnants of a man
Took on too much too soon too afraid to fight
Struggled lost and won just to realize that I can't understand

I want it I need it, I want it I need it
I want it I need it, I want it I need it
Just one more, just one more, just one more to satisfy
Like nothing will, like nothing will
Like nothing will, like nothing will, like

Puzzled missing pieces, we don't fit in
Can't help it, feel nothing, feel nothing