Amy Winehouse Hid Alcohol Addiction From Her Mum

Amy Winehouse's mumBlake Fielder Civil, Janis admitted: "Amy loved Blake, but love can be blind. I don't blame Blake or anyone else for what happened to our daughter. Amy was Amy. She did what she wanted."

"She used to say, 'I know I can't be with Blake anymore' — but that didn't mean she didn't want to be with him. It was hard for her to leave him, just as it was hard for her to leave thedrugs; but she wanted to turn over a new leaf. The divorce from Blake gave her the impetus to do that."

Janis added: "It was awful for her, the withdrawal, but she did it all by herself. She didn't want traditional therapy or rehab because she hated not being in control. Amy was a very determined person, and when she set her mind to something, she did it."

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