Cheryl On Marrying Again: "Never Say Never"
Girls Aloud babe insists she's not unlucky in love after Ashley divorce...
In another part from her interview withGirls Aloud babe admits the end of their marriage did take its toll on her body, confessing: "I first got very thin after Ashley. I felt like my stomach was doing backflips — like my emotions had taken over and made me full.
“I first experienced that when my granddad died and I couldn’t understand what was going on. I said to my grandmother, ‘The pasta just won’t go into my mouth’.”
On her weight loss, Chezza added: “I liked it. But I was heartbroken. It’s not like I look back and think, ‘I was so fit and healthy’.”
“I hate how conflicting it is. To have people saying, ‘Oh she’s so thin, she looks amazing’, then, ‘Oh, she’s disgusting’.
“You can’t call someone who is a size six fat. An average woman is a size ten to 12, so if you’re calling me fat because I’m a six — and I have never, ever been bigger than an eight — you’re causing women some serious issues.
“When you’re on the receiving end of it it’s nothing short of bullying in the workplace.”
Speaking of her fame, Cheryl continued: “Nobody could ever have been ready for what happened to me.
I came from a dance background — I’d been dancing since I was three years old — and although I loved the art of entertainment, I wasn’t a fame person.
"For me, it was all about the lights and the stage, not fame. I hadn’t realised it wasn’t something I could switch on and off — that it would become my life.
“You don’t know how many times I’ve said to my team, ‘That’s it — I’m out’.”
With that in mind, Cheryl went on to add [uuid=832b5ee3-07ee-4bcf-bd4b-626da3d69432]Simon Cowelldid not affect her “in the slightest”.
She added: “In fact, I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t relieved. I know Simon and I know what went down and I was relieved.”
In the same interview, the Call My Name singer also revealed how she felt she was 'cheating' on Ashley with new man Tre.
Cheryl's full interview appears in the December issue of Britain’s Glamour magazine, which goes on sale on Thursday (1st November).