There is nothing we hate more than when we have to say farwell to a Geordie Shore cast member. First Charlotte Crosby and Vicky Pattison, now Holly Hagan.

So before the full episode airs, we wanted an explanation. Just to prepare our fragile hearts, pet.

She said: "When I just knew that [Kyle leaving] was happening again, the same thing that happened in Greece, I couldn’t let him walk out that door by himself. Not again."

“Nobody even knows what happened after Greece. Like, how much he struggled, how much we struggled. How can I let someone I love walk out that door without me? I can’t do that. I did it once. I’m not going to do it again.”

"The one good thing that has come out of this is that it’s pushed us back together."

So what next for Hyle?

"Me and Kyle always had this dream that after Geordie Shore, we’d go travelling, we’d go and see the world. And for us it was always like a dream. We never ever thought we’d be able to do it because we never had the time. Now we can do everything we wanted to do as a normal couples and that to me was all I ever wanted," Holly said.

You guys, so heart-warming.

But also we're DEVO.

'Geordie Shore Episode 9 airs tonight at 10pm, followed by the finale episode at 11pm - only on MTV!'

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