Jennifer Hudson: "It Was Like I Was Outside Of Myself..."
The singer opens up about her ordeal...
28-year-old R&B singer and Oscar-winning star Jennifer Hudsonlost her mother Darnell Hudson Donerson, 57, brother Jason Hudson, 29 and 7-year-old nephew Julian King in a terrible shooting spree in October 2008.
Husdon claims that she suffered deep depression after this horrific event took place and said that she secluded herself from everyone after it all happened.
She told VH1: "It was like I was outside of myself, for almost two weeks straight. I was inside one room with just family and friends coming in and out. In so many ways I channel my mother because she was such a great mom. I want him to get the same love and the same upbringing my mother gave us."
William Balfour, Jennifer's sister Julia's estranged husband, has been charged with first degree murder and home invasion, but has pleaded not guilty to all the charges.