Beautiful Trauma [Explicit]

We were on fire
I slashed your tires
It's like we burned so bright, we burnt out
I made you chase me
I wasn't that friendly
My love, my drug, we're fucked up, oh

'Cause I been on the run so long, they can't find me
You wakin' up to remember I'm pretty
And when the chemicals leave my body
Yeah, they're gonna find me in a hotel lobby

'Cause mmm tough
Times they keep comin', all night
Laughin' and fuckin'
Some days I can barely breathe
After we were high on the love
Don't doubt it was you

The pill I keep takin'
The nightmare I wake in
There's nothin', no nothin', nothin' but you
My perfect rock bottom
My beautiful trauma
My love, my love, my drug, oh

My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
My love, my love, my drug, we're fucked up

You punched a hole in the wall and I framed it
I wish I could feel things like you
Everyone's chasin' that holy feelin'
And if we don't stay lit we'll blow out
Blow out

'Cause we been on the run so long they can't find us
Who's gonna have to die to remind us?
That it feels like we chose this blindly
Now I'm gonna fuck up a hotel lobby

'Cause these tough
Times they keep comin', last night
I might've messed it up again
Some days I can barely breathe
But after we were high on the love
Don't doubt it was you

The pill I keep takin'
The nightmare I wake in
There's nothin', no nothin', nothin' but you
My perfect rock bottom
My beautiful trauma
My love, my love, my drug, oh

My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh
My love, my love, my drug, we're fucked up

Mmm, tough times
They keep comin', all night
Laughin' and fuckin'
Somedays I can barely breath
After we were high on the love
Don't doubt it was you

The pill I keep takin'
The nightmare I wake in
There's nothin', no nothin', nothin' but you
My perfect rock bottom
My beautiful trauma
My love, my love, my drug, oh