Sinitta On Simon Cowell Baby News: I Felt Betrayed
Former lover of reality TV tycoon opens up about reaction to shock news...
Speaking to Hello!, the former pop star was frank about her feelings in the wake of the showbiz news story of the year.
She said she had come to terms with not settling down with SiCo, but had been thrown into disarray by the shock news.
"To discover that he is going to have a child, only with someone else and they're building this life together…
"All those crazy things were going through my head and it's not fair and it's not pertinent to Simon and Lauren's situation and I don't have a right to feel that way. But I'm being honest."
And she spoke about the moment that she learned the news, in a personal phone call from the reality TV tycoon himself.
"I was completely and utterly stunned.
"I was in such a daze, to the point where I wondered if I was dreaming it.
"He sounded… odd, calm, strange, which threw me. I don't mind admitting all sorts of emotions were running around inside me.
"He was concerned about how I'd take it, which, on reflection, he didn't need to be. He didn't owe me that consideration."
And she shared her feelings on Twitter at the time with an enigmatic message.
She wrote: "Something has happened… half miracle, half nightmare! Wake me up I want to get off!"